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[liliaeth]

I've been tracking responses to the spn_masquerade meme, and one thing I've noticed about the art fills, as well as the fics, is that a big part of what seperates bottomJared fans from those like me who can't even imagine Jared topping is the way we tend to see Jared.

For example,when I think Jared, I think this guy:



Square wide jaw, big uber masculine caveman physique, overbearing, strong, perfectly suited to manhandle others and look like the big scary or protective top, depending on what I'm in the mood for.

When bottom Jared fans imagine Jared though, they seem to be seeing this guy:



Well that or even younger.

It gets pretty weird for me, whenever I see people describe Jared as 'oh so pretty', or having Jensen call him 'little one', because it instantly pulls me out of a fic, because that's just not even remotely close to what I see when I think of Jared.

Now to be fair, I'll occasionally see Jensen like this guy:


Though most of the time, I do realize that he's closer to this:


Yet when bottomJared or bottomCas fans describe him, he ends up more like this guy:

Only bigger, tougher and more controlling.(sorry it took me a while to find a pic of Jensen that came even close to what Jared's fans seem to see Jensen as)

Which kinda makes it hard for me to get in a lot of their fics.

Comments

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I think I get it. I can't see him being deliberately hurtful and lacking remorse. He's too empathetic for it.

[liliaeth]

It shows through even when he was a demon. Even at his most evil, Dean still had some restraint in how he treated that girl he was with

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

EXACTLY!!! ALWAYS!!! He always defers to others. His own wants and needs are never in his radar. They never have been! John raised him that way!

I TOTALLY FUCKING FEEL YOU ON THAT 1000% That's what gets me. But only when dealing with Dean.

Jensen is a blank slate that people can use to create a character. RPS is an entire fandom based on AU. It doesn't count.

Dean however . . .

[liliaeth]

It's why even though I by far prefer bottom Jensen, I'll still read the occasional bottom Jared fic. As long as it's really well written and fits my kinks. But I'll rarely if ever read a topDean fic.

Because RPS is to me pretty much original fic where we cast the actors as the characters. SPN based fic though,even the AU kind tends to feel ooc whenever people make Dean the dominant one.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it throws me out of the story and I don't bother with it once that happens.

Felisblanco is one of the few authors that writes bottom!Jared (she switch hits) that I will read. There are others too, but I only stick to them. I try to venture out occasionally, especially if I admire their work, but there are times when even that isn't a failsafe.

It's all about preference. And accurate characterization of Sam/Dean for me.

[liliaeth]

Pretty much, it's why I'm so picky in reading destiel. Normally I'd agree that both of them could switch. But the big problem for me is that bottomCas fans, just like bottomSam fans have a tendency to write Cas and Sam completely out of character, while turning Dean into an utter asshole.

It's hard to find a fic with those chars bottoming that actually feels right to me.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Agrees wholeheartedly.

Dean doesn't fuck. He makes long, sweet, thoughtful love. That's a fact.

Although, he prefers to be hurt. I think he has sex with women out of pleasure. But sex with men is a form of punishment. He's too fucked up to have a sexual label.