liliaeth: (scira)
Author:Hunters Retreat
Artist: liliaeth
Title: Choices
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17 for violence and overall themes.
Word Count: 25K+
Warning: Slavery, mentions of past rape, past non-con/dub-con, torture,
Summary: Jensen Ackles was a man on the run. Sure, his name was revered by the Sentient Android Rights Movement, but he was just another face in a sea of J-N_S56s. He had won his freedom in a court of law, but his previous Mistress and Master cared little for the law. Jensen had been on the run for almost ten years and he'd stayed free because he was smart and kept to himself.

When Jensen met Jared, he tossed him out the door as soon as he could. Jared wasn't pushed away so easily though. Jared came back but unfortunately, so did Jensen's former mistress. On the run with Jared at his side, Jensen struggles with his emotions, and the fear that his programming might be taking over. Jared is far more tempting than anything Jensen has ever faced. How can he keep them both safe when he's fighting with himself while on the run from the people who want to put him back in a gilded cage?

liliaeth: (scira)
Art Title: The Collar
Prompt Number:
Artist: [Bad username or site: @]

Fic Title: Collared, Claimed, Bonded, Loved
Author: [ profile] lysanatt
Fandom/Genre: SPN AU (angels exist)
Pairing(s): Castiel/Dean, pre-Sam/Gabriel
Rating: E
Word Count: 15,300
Warnings: Dean is fifteen. Consensual slavery.
Summary: It was not the birthday party Dean had expected, having angels showing up on his doorstep, demanding that he gives himself up as a slave.

Fic Link(s): AO3

liliaeth: (scira)
Tippy toeing through college (3112 words) by liliaeth
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV), Supernatural
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: malia tate/krissy chambers
Characters: Malia Tate, Krissy Chambers, Lydia Martin, Scott McCall
Additional Tags: Crossover Pairings, college student malia, College

Roommates in college don't always work out as well as you'd like

liliaeth: (scira)
Anyone feel like betaing and serving as a soundboard for a Dean/Sam fic I'm writing?
BottomDean, abo, deaged Dean.
liliaeth: (scira)
Just sent in my early bird prompt pic for the spn_reverse bang. And now I'm stuck, trying to think of a second prompt.

I've still got two weeks left, just need to have an idea what to start with.

[Poll #2024722]
liliaeth: (scira)
One of the things I hate most about s8-s10 of Supernatural is how it made me lose interest in Sam as the main character in a story. He used to be my second fave on the show, but now I'm only interested in him as a part of Dean's story.

And of course that's at the moment when fandom seems to move over to making Sam the emotional centre for some reason I don't quite get. I always seem to be out of step with fandom like that, but I just can't bring myself to care about Sam's pain. Not after the way he acted on the show.

And worse than that, those feelings have moved on to fictional Jared as well.
liliaeth: (scira)
Ultimate Fanfic Trope showdown

Taken from [ profile] trobadora

My fave tropes from most to least favored

1 A/B/O
2 Hurt/Comfort
3 Sex Pollen
4 Royalty/Arranged Marriage
5 Soulmate Identifying Marks: Tattoo, Red Thread of Fate, etc
6 Loyalty Kink
7 Magical Connection (telepathy, etc)
8 Vampires/Werewolves AU
9 Enemies to Friends to Lovers
10 Rivalmancy
11 Adopting/Raising a Baby
11 Found Families
11 Age Difference (possibly due to time travel)
14 Fake Dating/Fake Marriage Accidentally Turns Into Feelings
15 Coffee House AU/Food Service AU
16 High School/Uni AU
17 Seemingly Unrequited Pining
17 Fake Out Make Out
19 Role Reversal AU
20 Amnesia
21 Friends to Lovers
22 Espionage AU
22 Incest
24 'Groundhog Day'/Karmic Time Warp
24 Reincarnation/'25 Lives' AU
24 Trapped in an Elevator/Snowed-In Cabin/etc
24 Selfcest (possibly due to time travel)
28 Actually Unrequited Pining
liliaeth: (scira)
Title: The Forge

Writer: meus_venator

Artist liliaeth

Betas: fufaraw and maryjo24

Characters and/or pairings: Jensen/Jared

Genre: SPN RPS, AU, A/B/O

Rating: NC-17

Warnings, kinks & contents: AU, A/B/O, dark!fic, knotting, shifting, graphic depictions of torture and violence, branding, whipping, rape/non-con, Jensen whump, kidnap, alternate AU, dystopian AU, brief instance of switching, BAMF!Jensen, BAMF!Jared. Please do not read if any of these give you pause.

Length: 102k

Summary: Federal Marshal, werewolf hunter, and now, turned were, Jensen Ackles is on leave of absence from the Hunter Division, part of The Bureau of Werewolf Affairs. Struggling to reconcile the incompatible sides of his nature, the Hunter and the predator, he refuses to hunt those who are now his own kind. But before he can turn in his badge, he’s called in to hunt down a were. There are no easy solutions, and he will have to travel into the heart of darkness, the Hunters' Bureau itself, to discover who his enemies are, and what friends remain.

Fic: Masterpost can be found here

click for more pics )
liliaeth: (scira)
I used to really like the kink meme. Back in the day, I even tagged for the com. There were always loads of interesting prompts and most of the time you had a pretty good chance to get your prompts filled .

But the past few years, things changed. It wasn't just people moving away from lj. It started before that.

These days though, it's like over half the prompts are repeats from the past few years and most if not all of those tend to be bottomJared, or at the least were turned into bottomJared. And God help you if you post a bottomJensen prompt, because chances of getting one of those filled are getting smaller with every passing month *pouts*

I get that everyone has their preferences and all that, but I just can't in any way get into bottomJared. I just don't find Jared all that attractive, sorry, but I just don't. It's not just his size, it's the way he looks in general, his face, his attitude. There's just nothing vulnerable about him that appeals to me, to want to care about his emotions in the way I do about Jensen's.

And don't even get me started on bottom Sam, cause that's one of the most out of character things imaginable as far as I'm concerned. Sam is such a control freak and utter top, the idea of him bottoming pulls me right out of the story faster than pretty much anything. (short of bottomJohn, those are even worse)

Hell the only thing worse is top Dean or top Jensen, especially when they turn Dean or Jensen into an asshole, which is a quick way to get me to stop reading. I just need to care about Dean or Jensen to like the fic, and if you make the heart of the show unlikeable to me, then well... it won't matter whom you pair him with, I just won't be interested

I tried you know, tried to keep coming up with prompts, to keep people interested in bottomJensen. But it's hard to keep writing prompts when no one is filling them. And even when I tried the [ profile] letskinkjensen community, practically no one but me seemed to post any prompts. It's just hard to keep putting up posts, when almost no one responds to them.

It's like this fandom is just getting less and less interesting to me, and I don't know how long I can keep my interest in the fandom or the kink meme, if things keep going as they are.

In the past when one fandom started losing my interest, I could always move on to a next one, but these days...

Teen Wolf fandom seems obsessed with the worst crack pairing possible, and it's all about the most boring character on the show. Cause honestly, I do not get the interest in Stiles, he's just a boring less well written version of Xander. And the more I see of him on the show, the less I want to see of him. He's just getting more and more annoying, yet somehow TW fandom seems to be hooked on the guy even though he's got pretty much nothing appealing about him.

And Scott fans are nice enough, but most of us seem to be so held down by the overflow of sterek, that it's hard to get inspired and just start writing and readin the kind of fics in this fandom.

I just can't think of any other fandom where the characters interest me enough to move on over to writing the fanfic for it. Cause sure, I like Grimm and IZombie, but somehow, awesome as those shows are, I don't seem to be as inspired to write about it.

In the Flesh works somewhat, but the fandom is just so small. And so much of it seems to be limited to one small portion of what made the fandom interesting in the first place.

Even crossovers are getting less and less interesting, and I really don't know what's left for me to do.

I know I don't want to move fandoms. Not while I've still got stories about Jensen and Dean inside of me. But it's hard to keep doing so, when it often seems like people are only interested in a version of the characters that has nothing in common with the chars I fell in love with.
liliaeth: (scira)

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I have to admit, when I originally made this, I had something dark in mind, but then my author pleasantly surprised me by writing something rather sweet and fairy tale like :-)
You can find it here
liliaeth: (adorable scott)
I hate to admit it. But one of the things I loved about this week’s ep of SPN was the utter lack of the angel storyline. It interests me so little that I don’t even mind the lack of Cas.

A big part of the problem is that the writers seem unwilling to fuse the angel storyline with the Winchesters beyond Gadreel and even then…

I just don’t care enough for Cas on his own. I mean, I like the guy as a supporting char to the Winchesters. The way it was in s4-5. But by now its like SPN is split in two shows that barely even touch one another.

I think that my biggest issue with Supernatural’s story arc this season is this… The Winchesters have pretty much little or nothing to do with the actual season’s arc. They’re barely written to have any connection with the angel storyline at all, and if you’d erase them from the angel storyline, it wouldn’t really change anything about the storyline itself.

Maybe if I were more focused on Castiel, I’d love to see him be the focus of the seasonal arc as he’s been, but…

It’s like how season 3b of Teen Wolf was all about Stiles, with even Scott becoming a supporting character in Stiles story. That might be fine if you’re in it for Stiles, but when he’s not even in your top five of characters….

Unlike Stiles, I don’t even dislike Castiel. I ship Destiel, I like him as a part of Dean’s story. What I don’t like is for Dean to be pushed aside and the story to be made all about Cas. Because my emotional connection is with Dean, not Cas.

I don’t mind the occasional ep where a character other than the Winchesters is at the core of the story, like this week’s ep of SPN that focused primarily on Jodi Mills. Since there was still some focus on Dean’s story arc with the Mark of Cain and Sam's reaction to it. Because that’s a Winchester centric storyline, even if they weren’t the focus of the episode.

But the angel storyline feels like we’re watching a crossover with a Castiel spin off, and we’re missing all the emotional depth and meaning because we’re missing over half the story that’s going on on the other show.

There’s all these supporting characters that show up and get killed and we don’t know any of them, so we have no reason to care for them. And since none of the angels in said storyline, including Metatron, give a fuck about what the Winchesters are doing, that storyline doesn’t really involve Sam and Dean. They’re there, but … just as supporting characters to Castiel. And that isn’t what Supernatural should be about. .

Compare that to the demon storyline, where Crowley was with the Winchesters. They might not be central in the war, but they’re still a part of it, they are involved in it, due to the mark, due to Crowley’s manipulations, because they want to take down Abbadon… because.

I don’t even like Crowley all that much, but the demon storyline still interest me, because it directly affects the Winchesters and they’re the protagonists in the story.

I can’t say the same about the angel storyline this season (or the last few seasons at that)
And that's a damn shame when the show is supposed to be about Sam and Dean...
liliaeth: (adorable scott)
A pet isn't just for Christmas (10701 words) by liliaeth
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Supernatural RPF
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki, Jeffrey Dean Morgan/Jared Padalecki
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortese, Rachel Miner
Additional Tags: Pet Store, Dubious Consent, Dubious Morality, Puppy Play, Sexual Slavery, Alternate Universe - Slavery, Bottom Jensen, Objectification, Stockholm Syndrome, Implied/Referenced Brainwashing, Conditioning, Body Modification

In a world where debtor service is the norm, Jensen gets manipulated into becoming a pet.

liliaeth: (adorable scott)
Title: Proper Omegas don’t drive cars
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairings:Dean Winchester/Victor Henriksen, Dean Winchester/Gordon Walker(non-con), Dean/omcs(dub-con), Sam Winchester/Jessica Moore
Word Count:34.353
Spoilers:none, except maybe some character names up to s8
Warnings:suicidal thoughts, dub-con, non-con, a/b/o, Stockholm syndrome, manipulation, brainwashing, non-graphic mentions of underage
Summary: In a world where Omegas are treated as perpetual children, with only few more rights than pets, Dean spent most of his life hiding that he was an Omega. When his true gender is discovered in the worst possible way, Dean is sent in the guardianship of his younger brother Sam. Omegas after all, can’t look after themselves.
Author's Note:This is the first part of a series. I totally appreciate my betas [ profile] smidgeon and [ profile] quill_lumos for putting up with me. And my artist [ profile] lylithj2 , who did a wonderful job.

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Art Master Post:

liliaeth: (R exhume)
Title: Here a Vamp, There a Vamp
Author(s): [ profile] spikes_heart/[ profile] liliaeth
Artist: [ profile] liliaeth
Crossover: Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Supernatural
Type: Het, pre-slash
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 63,000
Characters/Pairings: Spike/Buffy, Dawn/Xander, Dean/Benny pre-slash, Dean/Castiel pre-slash,
Sam, Charlie Bradbury, Naomi
Warnings: Mention of dub/con due to fraud. Not graphic.
Spoilers: The entire series for both shows.
Summary: Spike takes Buffy and Dawn for a little pleasure trip to New Orleans. A sort of intervention for Dawn to get her out of the Council’s library after a heartbreaking discovery. Canon for all of BtVS, SPN, definite tweaking of a certain guest character. Not comics compliant.

Author’s Notes: The entire fic has been betaed by [ profile] gillo and [ profile] purplefeen, without whom this could have been a hot mess.

Link to Story Masterpost: AO3

liliaeth: (R exhume)
Title: No Hell below us
Artist: liliaeth
Pairing: None/Gen
Rating: R
Word Count: ~21,000
Disclaimer: Please don't sue me.
Warnings: Spoilers for season 7, institutionalized slavery, references to off-screen torture and non-con, major character death
Notes: I had the great pleasure of working with [ profile] sylvia_locust, who's fic "No Hell below us" is awesome, it's a definite must read for anyone who loves a well crafted AU.

Summary: Dick Roman, president and CEO of Leviathan, Inc., is the most powerful and feared man in the country. His vision of a Corporate-ruled society that runs on the backs of "charges," indentured debtors and petty criminals, is becoming fully realized. Sam and Dean have spent their lives throwing wrenches into the Corporate system when they can, and helping men and women escape corrupt officials to lead free lives across the border. When they finally see an opportunity to bring Roman down for good, they gamble with their own lives to bring an end to Dick's reign.

Or, a non-supernatural retelling of season 7.

And here's the link to the masterpost, though it's still private at the moment.

deanicon samicon



liliaeth: (R exhume)
I’m having a hard time to keep liking Sam, and that’s a hard thing to say about a character you used to love.

I’ve been struggling with this for all of s8, the way he abandoned Dean to Purgatory, and then his attitude all year. Self righteous, selfish, acting pissed off whenever Dean called him out on it. And basically threatening Dean into silence by pretending he’d just leave him again if Dean wasn’t suitably chastised enough.

I’ll freely admit I’m a Dean girl, I tried connecting to Sam from the start, but somehow, it just never worked. I mean, I may be a nerd, but that doesn’t mean that characters like Chloe (Smallville), Stiles (Teen Wolf) or Willow (btvs) have to appeal to me. Quite the contrary.

In reality, Dean’s more of a nerd than Sam is, Sam’s just more open about the book stuff, whereas Dean is the geek who’s hiding his love for all things nerdy*g*.

Sam might have the long hair, but Dean is the one more involved with stereotypical girly things, no matter how much he likes to put on the facade of being all ‘manly’. I think it’s his similarity to Spike that made me fall for the character.

And yet despite that, for seven seasons, I was only a step away from being bi bro. Dean might have been my fave, but Sam was right there on second place. (yes a girl can love both brothers and not be into wincest)

It’s just that this season, season eight, he just didn’t feel like Sam to me. It’s like he no longer cared about Dean. And the more the show tried to tell me how great Sam was, the more I started to dislike him. (the same kinda happened to me with Angel on his own show. the more you tell me how great a character is, the lower my tolerance of them tends to get, especially when those claims of their greatness and their actions onscreen don’t match up. )

I know they started trying to make Sam more likable again in the second half of s8, but somehow it felt too little too late. Especially since he still never apologized for his attitude at the start of the season. Whereas Dean was made to apologize to him over and over and over.

And what annoyed me most is that that attitude, the way he behaved matched the way Sam is often described by Sam bashers and I hate to see people like that proven right in any way whatsoever. Because that selfish, immature, manipulative little boy that the show gave us this season is NOT the Sam I came to love in the first seven years of the show.

Thanks to that, Sam has dropped down on my favorite SPN characters list. And that should never have happened.

Sam used to be on number two, but he’s fallen so low that right now it reads:

Victor Henriksen

See the problem here? Sam should never be that low, but unless they give him a major attitude adjustment in s9, I’m terrified it’s going to stay that way. And I really really don’t want that.

I want to love Sam, even just for Dean’s sake. Just like I wanted to love Dawn on BTVS for Spike and Buffy’s sake.Just like I love the Impala because Dean loves her.

And I can’t even find fanfic to help me bring back my love for Sam, because most Sam fans have only been writing ‘oh Sam really was suffering and it wasn’t his fault’ fic, instead of ‘Sam realizes what he did wrong and makes up for it’ fics that I need to read to get over these feelings…
liliaeth: (no you didn't)
Just to warn people, but this is yet another silly rant that's really about nothing important.*g*

One thing I notice reading the prompts at the kink meme is that well... I just find it hard to get into a prompt, or a fill for that matter, when Jared or Sam are put in the position of bottom or sub or slave.

Now admittedly, part of that is because I'm not attracted to Jared. Sorry, he has a nice body, but I just don't find his face all that attractive. (I may have mentioned this before*g*) But worse than that, he doesn't hold my emotional interest.

Just because I find a character unattractive won't always stop me from writing from their pov, or finding them fascinating. But even though I like Sam well enough, I just have little interest in reading stories with him as the main character. Add to that, that most people have the habit of going on about how attractive the submissive character is, which well... pulls me out of the story pretty quickly when said character is someone I'm not all that attracted to.

And really, I can buy 'Handsome' when applied to Jared, he's not my type, but I'm not blind, but when you want me to believe that he's supposed to be 'pretty', and not just the younger version of him, then you really are challenging my suspension of disbelief.

It's shallow really, but when I read a slash fic, who is on the bottom tends to depend on three things, for whom is it most in character (which should actually be the most important bit), which character am I most emotionally connected to. In supernatural that's Dean and in extension, Jensen. and third, (hides in shame) which one is smaller and prettier, which once again, Jensen

The big problem with RPS though is that there is no personalities to build on, or to judge a preference from the character on. And connection with the character depends on the individual fic and how they're written. So all there is, is looks. Meaning that lookwise, I'll always prefer Jensen as sub/bottom/slave.

Guess I know what that says about my personal preferences*g*, which is silly, because if there's women involved in the fic, I always without exception want them to be either dominant and/or on top. Which probably explains why Buffy/Spike is still my OTP, even years after the show's ended.
liliaeth: (serious Sam)
This is a first part in the verse. The second part will be coming soon

Title: Righteous Were: Kids to cubs
Author: [ profile] liliaeth
Artist: [ profile] bumerbmw
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mentions of Jared/Genevieve
Words: 12704
Rating/Warnings: NC-17 – AU,extreme underage(Jensen is twelve), non-con, sentient bestiality (were on human), non-con turning, knotting, murder of children, death of a major character (though not one of the leads), mentions of m-preg
Summary: When a man created plague wipes out most Omegas on the planet, desperate Weres kidnap human children to turn them into their new Omegas. Turning humans though is not nearly as easy as legends would have you believe.

I was lucky enough to work with [ profile] bumerbmw who was kind enough to make me amazing art that can be found here


In which innocent children are sacrificed for the good of the many )
liliaeth: (DeanandSam)
You know, I was thinking. Am I the only person that doesn't think that romantic pairings are the most important bonds people can have?

For example, I was asking for recs on [ profile] spnstoryfinders earlier and I realized that my biggest problem is that even though I love Dean/Castiel, that Castiel is actually third in my list of favorite spn chars, after Sam.

Yet the only way you'll get me to pair Sam/Dean, is if Sam's evil and/or if there's dub-con or non-con of some kind involved.

It's because the brotherly bond between Sam and Dean is far more important to me, than any sexual relationship could ever be. In fact, in a brotherly bond as strong as that between Sam and Dean, having sex can only serve to diminish the bond between them, rather than strengthen it.

Especially with someone like Dean who uses sex as a way to keep from connecting with people.

While I prefer the Dean/Castiel pairing, if I read a Dean/Cas fic, then it wouldn't really feel like SPN to me, unless Sam plays a major part. And I don't mean just him being the awesome brother who helps Dean realize he's in love with Cas and then stops aside for the dean/Cas love story.

What I mean is that I want to read a story that is about Sam and Dean and the bond between them, that happens to have Dean in love with Cas. I'm not saying there aren't any, but they're rare and most of them are Dean/Cas lovestories where Sam is a supporting char to their story.

It's odd, because there are some Dean/oc story or het Dean stories, where the love interest is just there to add to Sam and Dean's stories, but you rarely see this done when the love interest is male. And that's kind of sad.

To give an example in other fandoms. I have seen Spider-Man fics with the pairing Peter/MJ where the focus is really on Peter's relationship with aunt May, or even Johnny Storm. but you rarely find a Peter/Johnny fic that's all about Peter's friendship with MJ.

Or I've seen fics that are Buffy/Spike, but where the focus is really Spike's 'friendship' with Xander, but it's are to find a Spike/Xander fic that focuses equally on the connection between Buffy and Spike.

Are slash fics really that stuck on romance that they can't push the romance aside and use it as a minor part of a friendship story? Or am I just not looking in the right places?

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